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A Newly Planted Grain

by Eyemouth

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1.
I'm all worn out by the laying on of hands I was on the other side I was moved by the laying on of hands They wanted to make me right But I was to become this wrecked heart The Rhododendron was in Bloom While I was fractured into pieces How all these strands got woven together is still a mystery to me Maya Maya
2.
Altered 02:50
I wipe the blood of my hands but the smell lingers on didn’t turn out the way I planned And now it’s all going down A sudden insight and a flash then the world is a different place never thought i’d be looking back now it’s too late anyway Though I know the reason Why you are dying for me The weight on my soul Won't let go Yeah I know the reason Why you are dying for me And still my world Is gone away with you Now they’re bangiing on the door screams and shouts from outside and all the pieces on the floor Are remains of a vivid mind Though I know the reason Why you are dying for me The weight on my soul Won't let go Though I know the reason Why you are dying for me my whole world Is gone away with you You can alter reality You can alter reality With your mind With your mind With your mind
3.
A shadow 04:21
What´s the use in being scared, of what tomorrow might bring If it could it might have been another way I set my face to the dark, some will always fall through Still the shape doesn't change at all Seems like a shadow has passed, over us all Feels like the gouges are moving again Oppressive and distorted, yet still and cold What´s been given can be taken away … someday And there´s a hammer of guilt, you´re still not sure how to use But there´s no doubt where you´ll stand, when It falls It´s hard to frame this in words, but when It comes and unfolds There´ll be a darkness behind, that will defeat every kind By the pounding in my head, I know this mourning still grows Guess that shadow didn´t pass … after all While my skin´s lashed with flames, i see scars that dissolves And what was given, is to be taken away … (just like they sad it would anyway) You take that hammer of guilt, you finally know how to use And there´s no doubt where i´ll stand, when It falls It´s not that odd as it seems, just when you came to unfold I saw what darkness we´ll find, the moment we fall behind It seemed to rise by itself, the more we tried to become We´d throw our arms around such thoughts, until our time has been done
4.
Keeps Haunting me All day and night On black wings at the speed of light Paving the path It's underway And in the blast A Newly planted grain Then I came to understand The only way to a promised land Is by walking All the way I could see the markings And the secrets revealed Then I think I’m at the bourne Only to discover I’m in the very eye of the storm
5.
Tamas 03:32
I tried to bring light to my heart but light seem to shy away from me I let demons in it feels good with some company A dream of coming clean and dreams of change do shine like the stars around me never to go out But I’ve got a running sore demanding attention and awe I let demons in they keep it wet with their scratching claws With darkend dreams you can go far their pounding energy pounding inside of me Would you tell them I had a black heart deriving from the point beyond the stars
6.
The sun colors the trees the sun and chemical energy but there is something something underneath and it’s growing from a whisper to scream And when it’s there it’s too late to back away for when it’s there I am taken outside of myself The late summer heat projected by the soul’s relief the black in my eye a dark star beckoning and its rising from a whisper to a scream And when it’s there it’s too late to back away for when it’s there I am taken outside of myself It’s rising and rising and rising and rising It’s rising keeps rising and rising still rising from a whisper to a scream
7.
Lost my soul it perished under the moon reindeer antlers thrown down on the ground On her leg something like a scarlet cloth while riding into the otherworld Don’t alarm the spirits we need all of them to stay on our side Bring my soul to me What a remembrance antecedents what an exhilaration Hundreds of thousands of legions waiting in line to conquer but she’ll beat them down on my behalf eggs in the palms of my hands burn the money by the door And behold the legacy of nature behold the legacy of nature Bring my bring my soul to me
8.
Long awaited sleep Go find my soul It's like a leaching disease Come fix me Long awaited sleep Come at your will Come at your will Long awaited sleep As cold as deep One down One to go This is a dissociated beast This is a dog you need to put out of its misery Come to me Come to me There's a voice in the shadows Telling me to let go That there's comfort in the shadows That I don't need to hold on That if my heart is torn to pieces There's a place for each and every one If I let myself into the shadows All my sorrows will be gone
9.
It was like water to the thirsty It was like drowning waves to a dried out beach I could but fall I could but fall Though it seemed like meant to be It just couldn't end well While I was watching It slipped out of my hands Behorned vows What a trick of the mind It went so slowly That I could barely hold on to it Still I could but fall I just could but fall The higher we go the further we see The higher we go the deeper we fall Don't take things for granted You’ll have to let go I could but fall I could but fall And today I am crashing
10.
The Owner 03:40
I felt a calling to her home when I arrived the table was set a painting was hanging behind her wings of a stormy seaside and I felt the wind The rambling waves came crashing over me the wind and the water threw me around but then I felt ground below my feet and I let the waves come to pass And she said they won’t bring you down to the bottom if you just let go ‘cause they have never owned you and though so close there’s an ocean between you and them and they come to pass And she said they won’t bring you down to the bottom if you just let go ‘cause they have never owned you and though so close there’s an ocean between you and them And you won't go down Do not seize the the low hanging fruit Before you’re ripe to comprehend
11.
Cold and dark is my way It's held under veils All you norns beneath the pole Come wet my soul With A healing circular Pattern of dreams A love that will regain and redeem A heart that will embody the Sun We’re all passing and now she's gone When you're told To Carry the spark The ground will open up When you're broken Lost and forlorn The spark will be reborn But where to search the perished ones Who crossed the waters of endless Times A spark has faded into dawn We’re all passing and now she's gone
12.
Well I would love to dive into that hole again I don't fear the fall I fly on its wings But in that light I choose another way And Make that call I try to believe Life is so short that thought is like a bomb trashing my heart and holding me down though I’ve come this far it just has begun Now I want it to last I want to stay with my son Yeah sorrow finds the one who give it room and I feel like an open door

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released November 29, 2017

Eyemouth: Marcus Lilja, Håkan Aspnäs, Joakim Åberg

All songs written by Marcus Lilja, except "A Shadow" by Joakim Åberg

Recorded and mixed in All Harmonics Studio, Gothenburg, Sweden by Marcus Lilja
Mastered by Peter In De Betou
Photos and cover layout by Håkan Aspnäs

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Eyemouth, formed in Gothenburg, Sweden in 2014, presents a soundscape based on electronic backgrounds blended with a wide variation of alluring sounding instruments. In short, atmospheric psychedelic darkness with northern melancholic undertones.

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